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Eminem said, "You have enemies? Good. That means you stood for something." What does this have to do with anything? Well, for a long time before I was disowned by my mother I was always wondering, 'Why does she hate me? What did I ever do to her?' You can't get mad at me for having this little pity party every once in a while because I know every human has had that 'Why me?' moment. Whether it's "Why me? Why do I have to do the dishes?' Or 'Why me? Why am I the only one getting in trouble with mom and dad?' The point is everyone has those moments where they're wondering why is some "bad" happening to them. Well, I was always wondering what my family's beef was with me. Why did I have to be the scapegoat? The one who no matter what's going on or where I was, I was at fault. I was even wondering why my family loved my sister like she was a saint, but I was a little devil or whatever when my sister made mistakes as w

The Heroine of the Story

Hey, it's me again. And just so there's no more confusion I'm the heroine of this story. I've been fighting for those who've earned my loyalty my whole life. I've been protecting those I've loved my whole life even if they didn't always know it. But sometimes there's a misunderstanding about if I can take care of myself or not since I have Cerebral Palsy. (Cerebral palsy is a miscommunication between the brain and some of the muscles in the body. In my case my legs aren't strong enough, and they tend to have spasms a lot.) Because of that people sometimes think that I'm not strong enough to take care of myself. It's true my legs don't work as well as other people's, but that hardly slows me down. I mean thanks to the CP I have amazing upper body strength, maybe not superhuman strength or anything, but if I were to punch someone I could do some serious damage. My CP doesn't stop me or keep me from any of my dreams. I can do wha